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Il passato non
passa. Prima, prima di adesso, tutto pareva diverso, gli alberi erano
alberi, i rami erano rami, le foglie erano foglie. Prima, prima di
adesso, tutto era quello che era, il rosso era rosso, il verde era
verde, il giallo era giallo. La terra, era universo freddo ed immobile,
le camere, infinite pause di passaggio nei giochi, gli amici, amici e
basta. Prima, prima di adesso, tutto era quello che era, gli incubi, tra
le coperte di lana vera, erano incubi, le notti filtrate rotte dalle
serrande nude, erano notti, i giorni, ore appese all’orologio al neon,
la vita. Il passato non passa. Prima, prima di adesso, il mondo era
quello che era. I giorni, quelli che erano, adesso era solamente adesso
e non domani. La memoria non ritorna, persiste, divide, schiaccia gli
angoli della ragione. La mattina, bianca nuda dell’inverno, non arrivava
mai, la sera, nera irta nella fiacca, serrava la vita vera, i tempi,
minuti secondi dell’avvenire arrivavano sempre, precisi, dritti,
ineluttabili. Adesso, dopo, più tardi, non esistevano. Oppure si, dopo,
adesso, notte, giorno, erano fissi e mobili nel tempo in avvenire. Il
passato non passa. Prima, prima di adesso, tutto pareva diverso, gli
alberi erano alberi, i rami erano rami, le foglie erano foglie. Prima,
prima di adesso, tutto era quello che era, il rosso era rosso, il verde
era verde, il giallo era giallo. Forse.
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The past does not pass. Before, before now, everything
seemed to be different, trees were trees, branches were branches, leaves
were leaves. Before, before now, everything was what it was, red was
red, green was green, yellow was yellow. Earth was an universe, cold and
motionless. The rooms, never ending recesses in the games. Friends, just
friends. Before, before now, everything was what it was. The nightmares,
under real wool blankets, were nightmares. The nights, cut into pieces
by bare shutters, were nights. The days, hours hanging by a neon clock,
were life. The past does not pass. Before, before now, the world was
what it was. The days what they were. This moment was now only, not
tomorrow. Memory does not go back, it holds over, it divides, it crushes
the corners of the reason. The naked white winter morning never came,
the evening, harsh and black in the weariness, locked in the true life.
The times, seconds of happening always came, precisely, directly,
inescapably. NOW, AFTER, LATER, these did not even exist. Or maybe
yes. AFTER, NOW, NIGHT, DAY, were steady and moving in the flow of time.
The past does not pass. Before, before now, everything looked different,
trees were trees, branches were branches, leaves were leaves. Before,
before now, everything was what it was, red was red, green was green,
yellow was yellow. Maybe.
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